I LOST MY TWO BROTHERS

(Written with my emotions)

I lost my two brothers, seems like yesterday,
For with this loss, bereavement continues to stay,
I could have never imagined, this would happen within ten days,
Even with knowing, we will all exit this earth someday.

I lost my two brothers, left me with such an unexpected impact,
Parting ways was the hardest for me, this is my fact,
Although it has been written, no more pain or sorrow,
Left me with heartbreak of missing them, many days after that tomorrow.

I am still so saddened, for my heart stills weighs, heavy past the abyss
Pain within my heart, still to this day exist,
I am realistic, so I must accept this in memory of them both,
I must get down on my knees for strength, and pray at the oath.

I lost my two brothers, the rain inside my heart continues flowing around,
No tears of joy yet, only to cry out to the Lord to help settle me down,
Sometimes, I think, when I think of them, I know their place is better,
For I also know I need to pull myself together.

For in the end of their lives on this earth, we will be together again,
No more rain, only sunshine and birds singing through the winds within,
I pray for mercy to help me to release this pressure on my heart
For losing my two brothers is one of life’s lessons learned from the start.

Rest in Peace Carl and Earl,
By way of my prayers,
I Just want you both to know,
Both of you my brothers, were all that and a bag of pearls.

God Almighty is One who knows,
My prayers oftentimes,
Give me the uplift I need, to continue to let you two go.
I know my brothers, while departing this earth we came to an end,
Knowing you were not just my two brothers, you were my best friends.

©Chelley The Poetess


Tonight

Tonight

Standing in the middle of a meadow one night
Flaunting through the temples of her mind
Finding all her feelings of a loving heart
Tonight she felt a thrill to excite

Walking in the pathway of a circle
Feeling such a sense of the divine
Detecting such a shiver from his warm embrace
Tonight she felt tingles up her spine

She knew that love held a key to keep it true all the time
She did not hold back her feeling for destiny to pursue
While taking in a breathe of that nighttime fresh air
Tonight she thought. love with him would come true

She started flirting with a hug and then a long kiss too
Her beautiful smile was also just fine
She said let us take a closer walk with the most of high above
Tonight she realized that she was in love

While they were looking so deep into each other’s eyes
Reaping with a passion to the core
For when they took a look  into each other’s eyes again
Tonight they rose with the stars above

Singing all the love songs that remind her of him
Reminiscing on that hug and kiss that night
She climbed into her bed feeling oh so blue
Tonight is when he told her goodbye

He told her about that night, for he did not know what he was to expect
For it was her, who told him to meet her in the meadow
He also told her that he had lost his total respect
Tonight he felt a feeling to reject

She knew that if his love just hit her once this time
She may not ever get to feel that feeling again
For going further than she should have ever gone
Tonight left her no more than a sin

She felt she should not have let him into her heart so deep
Regretful before he, she was doing just fine
She thought time would reveal and his love could turn real
Tonight she keeps praying to heal

Right then she had to realize she made a big mistake
By thinking everything would turn out alright
She began to think so hard of how could this be love
To have lead him and laid him in a meadow for one night

She was only thinking selfishly of what she wanted
She did not leave him anything to seek to be desired
She prayed for God to help her shed some light on this
Tonight God answered with his loving truthful light
Tonight God revealed to her that it was fornicated bliss

She keeps hoping what they did, was not the only reason why
When he told her, this would be the last time
She had never felt so sad a feeling like this before
Tonight God she asked oh Lord, oh please make it right

Tonight

-Chelley